For i will always love you

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I've decided to try out Livejournal for the time being.
Link is at therightmoment.livejournal.com
See ya :D

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9:16 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Th vain search for blogskins turns me off from blogging. But still, i feel th need to update since there's so much things happening at th moment.

Official handover for AHS choir ytd. It was a bad experience, i don't know what else to say other than this.
Th batch of Secondary Fours this year was great. I mean, th bond between us is really thr.
And i had to admit i hadn't really realise it until ytd.
When Jenna started crying, i was telling myself that i had to control my tears.
"Afterall there's still olomouc practices and farewell after today."
Still, my tears are weak when i see someone crying.
Imagine th whole bunch of Soprano Sec4s crying before me. How could i ever control myself?! ._. I guess there's no point in trying to act tough among a bunch of tearful Sops, yep, so i gave in eventually.

Thanks so much, Jenna and Pamela! Thanks for everything. I'll never ever forget you two, you'll be my greatest SLs always! :D

Yep, so after all th hassle and everything i became the Treasurer of th choir.
I really hadn't expected things to turn out this way. I wasn't even confident of th post.
And when Mr Tan was announcing th results, all i could hear was,
"________________________, it'll be Ying Jun."
I seriously had no idea what post i'd gotten. And i felt damn silly that i had to turn to Emma and ask "What position?!" ._.
Anyway, like i've promised during th elections.
I'll stay committed to my job, i'll stay committed to th choir.
I'll try my very best even if my abilities are limited.
I find it only right to thank those who voted for me lah, cos without your votes i might just be lost somewhere without a post in th comm.
Much thanks to all who voted for me :D

Shall not harp on me getting into th comm alr since i'm not that confident of doing a good job at this point of time.
To all members th Ex-Co and Music-Co of Year 2008/2009, let's all work hard in whatever we do okay!
JYJYJY :D

I shall continue with my search for blogskins now.
Ciao ._.

Th tears shed were definitely worth since it's for you both, Jenna and Pam :D

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5:32 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

First thing first ..
Choir elections are coming up.
I've always had this thinking that i'm not cut out t be a committee person.
For music comm i really can't do anything about it since i seriously have no music background. I'd seriously be better off reading a thousand word essay than music scores.
For ex-co elections i just don't have th confidence.

People would ask: "Are you gonna try for ex-co?"
Me: "Uh nope, i don't think so."
People: "Why?"
Me: "Cos i don't think i can manage or do a good job -.-"

As th elections draw near i'm starting to be moved. I don't know if i am gonna run for th elections.
I feel that i should, cos it's th most direct way to serve th choir and contribute something. But i know that even if i don't become part of th comm i can't just sit around and do nothing.
So now, i'm gonna nature take its course.
I'll most probably try, even if it means nothing in return.
Thanks for th encouragement & advices, yep.

Second thing ..
Those who'd watched th 9pm show titled "Just in Singapore" during weekdays on Chn 8 would've heard of th prominent character "Auntie Automatic" a.k.a 自动嫂.
I'm sure everyone would find her damn irritating lah.
But still, thr's some people who is so non-automatic that he/she just makes him/herself seem so detestable.
So it seems like, if there's a person who's automatic all th time, it may not necessarily be a terrible thing.
Still, you might just meet th exact opposite. And seriously these people would just make you feel like kicking them to Mars.

Oh dear ):
I think i'm thinking into a big fat evil witch.
I bully people all th time & gossip & criticize.
I think there's a problem with my brain, & it causes everything to go bonkers.
No wonder i've been failing all my tests lately.
O.M.G. My life is screwed ):

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10:23 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

Had th urge t update my blog.

Probably cos of so many things going on in my life. What was once a boring life turned into an interesting one.
I'm pretty sure it will really be something i would remember.

Quispiam Novus 2008: The Start of Something New

Our concert has also came to an official end with today's debrief. Th memories would definitely remain though.
Shall not talk too much about it lest i start to get highly-strung again, in other words emooo :D (which i seldom do cos i find it totally pointless)

Okay, now to th even more interesting part. Read on for a wonderful story :D

One fine day, 3 girls by th name of JY, YX & C went t their classmate, TH's house in Seng Kang t do some stuff for enterprise day. Other classmates present were A & J.
As school ended very late they ended up digressing and fooling around till 8 pm, thn JY, YX & C had t walk t th bus stop quite far away while J wonderfully hitched a ride from A's father. JY, YX & C was not familiar with the route as JY & XY was there for th first time and even though C was there for 2nd/3rd/4th time, she has completely no sense of direction.
Since it was dark, th 3 girls was pretty sure that they would somehow lose their way. They went in many different directions and finally saw a expressway with th desired bus 88. Unsure of which direction t take t reach Pasir Ris Interchange, they called TH, who told them t take th one on th left of the expressway. Sure enough they boarded th bus and started to chat happily, oblivious t their surroundings.
After donkey years C started t doubt if they were on th correct bus, and th girls started t look outside. Thn they saw th most horrifying word somewhere - "HOUGANG". The girls panicked and went down t clarify with th driver ...

C: "Uncle is this bus going to Pasir Ris Interchange?"
Bus driver: "No, its going to TOA PAYOH."
C: *SCREAMS*

JY, YX & C hurriedly got off th bus and considered taking a taxi since it was nearing 9 and they had a chem test tmr.
It was thn that they realised they were all left with less than 2 bucks since they spent all their money on enterprise day stuff/food/drinks.
So they had totally no chance but t take bus 88 all th way past Seng Kang and to Pasir Ris.
For once th very chatty and noisy YX & C were quiet cos they were damn embarassed of themselves & were dead tired.
After th incident, JY finally understands th full meaning of 近朱者赤，近墨者黑。
This is highly proven as th usually clever and intelligent JY got influenced by _ & _ when she was with them and took th wrong bus for th first time in her life.
-The End-

I had wanted t post about something else, or rather someone else. Shall see if i have th mood t make a second post.
It's not often that i have so much t talk about. I prefer to keep things stored in my brain :D
THAT'S WHY I'M SO BRAINY!

Ok bye to you :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA YONGGG :D

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9:12 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Quispiam Novus 2008
The Start of Something New :D

Until now i still can't believe that we actually did it. Th concert that we've been preparing for months. Much thanks to Anglican High School Choir for the memorable night!
I'm really really really happy that we rocked Singapore Conference Hall yesterday night.

About yesterday ...
From th morning to th afternoon everything was just as per normal except for the feeling of excitement bubbling inside.
Thn when th concert drew near everything just got chaotic. As usual AHSChoir continued the tradition of rushing everything at th very last minute ...
Th scarfs were godly. You just have to start poking your fingers with th safety pins and brooch if you don't know how to get it into place :/

I don't know whats th problem with th school but i just know that they sponsored a few tickets for cameramen like Ng Sheng Yong that kind of people to come and film th concert.
Hellooooo he was just trying to snap my unglam photos! >:(

Thn it was few minutes to th actual thing. I just got giant butterflies inside my stomach at th backstage looking at th TV screen showing all th guests flooding into th hall.

I was so nervous and everything that i was so afraid i would get a heart attack on stage when th concert started.
Haha, i really couldn't keep staring at Mr Toh when i knew i didn't have to sing.
So ... my eyes just wandered around and i saw so many familiar faces.
And i could see Clarisse Lim & gang, th alumni from few batches ago, my family, th teachers that were smacked right in th middle of the hall, especially Mr Kevin and Ms Cheong & Potato Yeow (WHAT A SHOCK), and some familiar faces from AHS.
I almost wanted to die on th spot when i had to say my script for th emcee. So nervous that i would have whatever CHEENA accent, speaking like a robot or even having my pitch too high.
I seriously admit that i am not a good choice for an emcee okay.

Before i knew it th first half of th concert was over! Just like that ):
And we started rushing to th backstage. Th backstage was practically like a battle field and i was like tripping over bags/plastic bags strewn all over th place and going "SORRY SORRY! EXCUSE MEEE!"
Thn th Kiasu spirit came in and everyone rushed to th toilets like mad chickens.
Hahaha, it was damn funny that we shared a cubicle and even changed outside th cubicle like nobody's business.

Second half started and it was th adaptation of High School Musical. Was feeling v nervous but more relaxed compared to th first half.
I was just hoping secretly that Clarisse Lim & Lim Xin Yi wouldn't burst out laughing and make a fool of themselves. Those two 丢脸蛋s!
Everything went on smoothly and i think th soloists were SUPERB :D
My family really thought that Jenna a.k.a Sharpay was damn professional lah.
Musical went on, i don't know why but i just got this feeling that Clarisse Lim & gang would be laughing at me. Malu shitxzxz.
And i kept seeing Mr Kevin and his wife cos they were in th middle of the row and th whole hall :/

At around ten plus th whole thing ended. Met up with those who came to watch th concert :D
Thanks to Clarisse, Xinyi & Charmaine for your box Ferrero Rocher chocolates!
Thank you to Vanessa and Joyann for your Happy Sunflower thing!
Seriously i don't know if i'm suagu or what but i didn't expect them to get presents for me. Afterall i'm not th main lead of th concert!
But i guess quite a lot of people got gifts from their friends too :D

Got my stuff after a lot of effort from th locked concert hall (Sorry to Anqi!) and went home with family and Clarisse Lim & Xinyi.
Crapped with those two bimbos on th way home.
Hahaha, Loh pei is seriously damn rubbish. Talk so much nonsense.
Shall not believe any gossips from him anymore manxzxz.

Reached home and had supper. Bathed and slept :D
That practically sums up my day for yesterday.

It's really damn encouraging that you people enjoyed th concert leh.
Even people like Avril said th musical was great :D
A big THANK YOU to th following people! Mainly those who came to watch th concert, even though not it's not bcos of me.
Thanks to Hui Ting & clique, Alvin, Clarisse, Xin Yi, Charmaine, Joyann, Vanessa Yong & Chia, Avril, Greena & th IP people.
Thanks to Ang Ding Jun who gaved away his ticket to his senior for free due to CCA.
DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE YOU PEOPLE TRUCKLOADS?! :D

I really felt damn happy when you people said th performance was great.
Lim Xin Yi even wanted to watch it again! Hahaha.
To those who didn't attend it, it's your loss! :D
And i think it was damn funny when C & Xy told me they couldn't stop laughing at Jason.
Even Alvin also BTH & laughed! So funny! HAHAHA.

Now, there's just this feeling of emptiness within me. Afterall it has been a few months and th Sec 4s will be stepping down after this concert.
But i know th spirit of th choir will go on :D
I just don't want to imagine what it will be like after my batch takes over.
It will be plain DISASTER.

I don't know why i don't have any photos. Probably bcos i didn't bother to take any due to th nervousness and excitement etc.
Shall kope from other people someday.

Bye world :D

Quispiam Novus 2008: The Start of Something New

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1:35 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

HELLO WORLD :D

Its been one month plus since i last updated, HEH HEH HEH.
One month plus ONLY what, VERY LONG MEH?!
I'M SURE EVERYONE AGREES THAT TIME PASSES IN TH BLINK OF AN EYE, RIGHT?!
So, actually its quite ok hor :D

And seriously i'm really damn busy one!
I've been oweing so much homework (esp. AMath the sickening subject) that i feel like my head will roll off anytime.
I'm sure you people will want me to complete my homework instead of blogging like an addict.
RIGHT PEOPLE?!?! :D

Ok, i've finished my claim. Up to you people to judge whether its reasonable, hahaha.
But trust me it really is.

OH YAHHHH, THERE'S ONE MORE IMPORTANT THING.
THE UPCOMING CHOIR CONCERT IS REALLY KEEPING ME BUSY.
AND WHO IS GOING TO WATCH IT?! IT'LL BE A GREAT SHOW, SERIOUSLY!
Ok, done :D

It's good friday today :D
Since it has practically nothing to do with me except that it gives me a wonderful day of rest, i'm here to update my not-very-dead blog :D
There's class outing at ECP later, not sure whether i'm looking forward to it :/
I hope it'll be successful lah, heh.

And i chatted with GORILLA just now.
She's coming back in 15 weeks & 5 days!
I seriously miss her lahhh, and i think she really misses S'pore.
Cheer up Gloria! :D

Perth isn't that bad after all, she's made many chinese friends in school.
And i thought that it'll be filled with angmohs loh >:(
Her life sounds interesting on her blog, makes me feel like migrating also.
But on second thought i'd better not.
I'm not that westernised so i might just commit suicide there or something :/

I've run out of things so say.
Oh, Clarisse Lim is a certified 丢脸蛋!
She makes me laugh till stomachache everytime lah! Bwahahaha.

Okay BYE WORLD :D

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11:16 AM

Friday, February 01, 2008

Its's been 8 days since i last touched the com, i'm currently leading a busyyy life ):

It's becoming more frequent when i think about stuff seriously. It's always good to work your brains, hoho.
Sometimes things just can't be explained. And when i say that i don't usually refer to questions like why the sky is blue or why the grass is green.
It's simply human nature.

I don't know how to continue my post alr, i feel stupid :/
I have no idea also lah. Maybe i should just live the way i should.
"If people doesn't offend me, then i should have nothing against them."
But obviously, there'll always be times when i find people 不顺眼.
Then i'll just have to curb my own thoughts and even actions.

But the most important thing is,
I MUST BE FIRM WITH MYSELF.
Why am i so easily influenced by other people?
It's because i don't have a firm stand.
And i must develop that sense of self-determination ):

Back to human nature, now got 灵感 alr.
People just behave differently, or even uniquely.
And this is where i don't understand.
Everyone should be free of troubles mannnn. Why fret so much? :/
And Goh Hui Ting is the number one person that should understand this logic.

I'll continue to think through definitely, since i daydream so often during lessons.
Maybe i'll be enlightened someday, somehow.

Why can't we let go of our troubles?
Why can't we read others' mind?
Why isn't there a better way of living compared to life now?
Or,
Why do i even take such a long time to write such a simple post?
-__________-

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9:16 PM